sometimes i think back and think about when i didn’t want to graduate. writing this now, i still think it’s weird. going through the whole prom process, the whole year-booking and talking about ways to keep in contact but never talking again till the high-school reunion, that’s probably how it’ll be. right now, i cant tell if i’m going to be the one who’s avoiding the calls or the one who’s being left on the other line hanging, but i just hope wherever i am, i’m doing okay.
i always believed in the whole ”wherever you end up, that’s where you end up.” kind of thing, but maybe in future years i’ll think back to myself, ”wow, that was dorky and corny.” but maybe i don’t. maybe i haven’t changed at all in about 3-4 years time and i’m still debating where to live, still thinking out my life or not at all and just going with the flow.